Soul Crushingly Depressed
Three things have happened to me since I last posted.
One- My grandma passed away
Two- I now cannot attend the midnight premiere of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2
Three- I accidentally sent an email to my ex boyfriend that I really wish I hadn’t sent.
They are listed in their order of importance.
So, my grandma passing away is the biggest blow. Her funeral isn’t until Saturday. My mother wants to leave tomorrow, so I’ll be travelling to El Paso, Tx when the premiere is being shown. If my gran hadn’t just passed, missing the premiere would have been intolerable. Now, it’s just another thing I have no control over and just something that adds to the pain I’ve been feeling since they told me the news.
As for the message I sent to my ex. For various reasons, I still felt I needed closure. So I was typing out a message I was thinking about sending. Unfortunately, I just got a new phone and it’s the first touch screen phone I’ve ever had. Somehow, I accidentally clicked send. *sigh* He has no idea what’s going on right now so I really hope he’s nice about what I said. I don’t think I said anything mean, but you never know what’ll hurt somebody. A hurtful message from someone I’m still struggling to get over is not what I need right now.
